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		<title>YA Indie Carnival&#8230;Interview with a Villain</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Today, I sat opposite John Bell from Callum &#38; Harper and barely escaped with my life. This is him, here. Don&#8217;t let appearances fool you. His angelic features aren&#8217;t exactly what they seem&#8230;they&#8217;re truly of the fallen variety. This is our first and last conversation&#8230;ever. I was a fool to do it even once. &#8220;Hello, Miss [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://fisheramelie.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/3691248_s.jpg"><img class="alignleft size-full wp-image-705" title="3691248_s" src="http://fisheramelie.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/3691248_s.jpg" alt="" width="268" height="400" /></a>Today, I sat opposite John Bell from <em>Callum &amp; Harper </em>and barely escaped with my life. This is him, here. Don&#8217;t let appearances fool you. His angelic features aren&#8217;t exactly what they seem&#8230;they&#8217;re truly of the <em>fallen</em> variety.</p>
<p>This is our first and last conversation&#8230;ever. I was a fool to do it even once.</p>
<p>&#8220;Hello, Miss Amelie,&#8221; John tells me, a slight grin gracing his lips. &#8220;Nice gun.&#8221;<br />
&#8220;What did you expect, John?&#8221; I asked him.<br />
&#8220;You think that would stop me?&#8221; He said, laughing. &#8220;The only reason I don&#8217;t <em>own</em> you right now is because I choose to play this game.&#8221;<br />
&#8220;In any case, Mister Bell, this stays here,&#8221; I tell him, patting the shiny black pistol in my lap.<br />
John eyed me wearily. &#8220;Hmm&#8230;&#8221;<br />
&#8220;What?&#8221; I ask, fingering the trigger of the gun in my lap.<br />
&#8220;I just never noticed it before but you&#8217;re built a little like Harper.&#8221;<br />
I fought to keep my hands from shivering. &#8220;I&#8217;m not. I&#8217;m taller,&#8221; I said, taking up a fool&#8217;s argument.<br />
&#8220;That may be but the shape of your figure, Fisher,&#8221; he said, lids hooded, &#8220;just.like.Harper.&#8221;<br />
The use of my name made my jaw tremble and I eyed the distance to the door, gauging how quickly I could get away without incident. I was interrupted by maniacal laughing.<br />
&#8220;You wouldn&#8217;t get away,&#8221; he told me, reading my thoughts. He leaned into me, forcing me to shrink into the back of my chair.<br />
I took a deep breath. &#8220;Why not, John?&#8221; I whispered.<br />
&#8220;Because I&#8217;m not done with you yet.&#8221;<br />
&#8220;You&#8217;re done when I say you&#8217;re done,&#8221; I told him more confident than I really was, polishing the handle of my weapon, desperately trying to keep myself in check.<br />
&#8220;Right. <em>You&#8217;re</em> in charge here. Tell me, Fisher, are we done here?&#8221;<br />
I gulped audibly. &#8220;No, I, uh, I wanted to ask you a few questions.&#8221;<br />
&#8220;Ask away,&#8221; he said in a deceptively friendly manner, letting his body fall slack against the back of his chair. His hand lifted, making me start. He laughed as he scratched his shoulder.<br />
&#8220;Uh-Um&#8230;.,&#8221; I fumbled with my words. &#8220;Why?&#8221;<br />
&#8220;Why, <em>what</em>?&#8221;<br />
&#8220;Why this obsession with Harper?&#8221;<br />
At the mention of her name, a breath whooshed from his lungs, a lazy smile plastered against his mouth, his eyes closed completely. He opened them abruptly and stared coldly into my eyes, evidence of his once satisfied expression gone.<br />
&#8220;Harper is most extraordinary,&#8221; he offered, as if that explained everything.<br />
&#8220;She is but she isn&#8217;t yours, John,&#8221; I told him, playing with the ultimate fire.<br />
&#8220;She is!&#8221; He bellowed, smacking his hands down hard on the table between us. I jumped, my chair sliding back slightly at his exclamation.<br />
&#8220;She isn&#8217;t,&#8221; I goaded him.<br />
&#8220;She.Is.&#8221; He gritted between his teeth. He stood, looming over me and placing his palms flat on the table. &#8220;She is mine and I&#8217;ll kill whoever stands in my way. Do you understand that, Fisher? Do you know how far I&#8217;m willing to go to own her?&#8221;<br />
&#8220;Y-yes,&#8221; I stuttered. &#8220;I&#8217;m acutely aware, John, but she isn&#8217;t property to own.&#8221;<br />
His big body fell back into his chair, all his earlier ire vanished in an instant, the smile returning to his deceiving face. &#8220;Agree to disagree.&#8221;<br />
&#8220;Where are the other girls, John?&#8221;<br />
&#8220;I have no idea what you&#8217;re talking about,&#8221; he said, his blossoming smile saying otherwise.<br />
I changed direction. &#8220;Harper asked me about you the other day.&#8221;<br />
My eyes were trained on my lap but when I lifted them, he was staring daggers.<br />
His body shot up in his chair, his hands trembling on the table top. &#8220;She did?&#8221; He swiped his hands down his face in anticipation. &#8220;What did she want to know?&#8221;<br />
&#8220;She asked me where I thought you put those girls. She wanted to know &#8216;why them&#8217;?&#8221;<br />
&#8220;She asked that? What did you tell her?&#8221; He asked, more vulnerable than I ever anticipated he could appear.<br />
John was a dichotomous monster. One moment, he was cool, calm, collected and calculated. The next, a fumbling fool with all the appearance that he was in love&#8230;but an obsessed love, a dangerously obsessed love.<br />
&#8220;I told her I didn&#8217;t know where but I was sure why. That devastated her. She hated knowing that she indirectly caused those women harm.&#8221;<br />
&#8220;Did you tell her she made me do it?!&#8221; He roared, shoving his chair behind him. I gripped the pistol in my lap. &#8220;She made me!&#8221; He huffed, his neck and face growing a deep red. He was ready to blow. &#8220;She made me! All I ever wanted was Harper warm in my bed. That&#8217;s all I ever wanted.&#8221; He took deep, unsteady breaths. &#8220;She was supposed to be mine,&#8221; he said out loud to no one. His eyes lifted and focused on nothing, obviously unaware I was still in the room. &#8220;She was mine. Supposed to be mine&#8230;&#8221;</p>
<p>I quietly picked myself up from my chair, and walked tall to the front door, all the while listening to a psychotically repeated &#8216;Mine&#8217;.</p>
<p><a href="http://yaauthorclub.blogspot.com/p/whats-new-this-week.html" target="_blank">Come see what’s new at the Carnival this week!</a></p>
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